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So, let’s catch up. I did finally get my wheelchair. However we had a problem with our mattress sliding, and it slid in such a way that I could not leave the bed. That was the straw that broke the camels back I had atrophied to the point I couldn’t even sit up. With the help of my parents we got me off the bed and he placed a material to keep the bed from sliding. Got to know the local FD/EMS as I fell off the bed on afternoon. And had a panic attack and couldn’t breathe another day.  We are currently working to get me physical therapy and hospital bed that I can maneuver around in. This fight is far from over. I would and cards or anything else you want me have to encourage me as I recover. 

Week 85 Health, Music, Streaming, Anxiety, Depression, PTSD, Help

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Week 85 Video-Blog!!! Socials   Go Fund Me #makemikemobile  

Week 84 Health, Music, Streaming, Anxiety, Depression, PTSD, Help

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Week 84 Video-Blog!!! Socials   Go Fund Me #makemikemobile

Week 83 Health, Music, Streaming, Anxiety, Depression, PTSD, Help

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 Week 83 Video Blog!!! Socials Go Fund Me #makemikemobile

Week 82 Health, Music, Streaming, Anxiety, Depression, PTSD, Help

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Week 82 Video Blog!!! Socials Go Fund Me #makemikemobile

Week 81 Health, Music, Streaming, Anxiety, Depression, PTSD, Help

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Week 81 Video Blog!! Socials Go Fund Me #makemikemobile

Week 80 Health, Music, Streaming, Anxiety, Depression, PTSD, Help

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This week's Video Blog!!! #makemikemobile Socials Go Fund Me

Week 78, Anxiety, Anger, PTSD, Music, Streaming/Gaming, and Help?

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To start, I apologize for this being late, I attempted to record a video earlier and had technology problems, I was emotional about what I was talking about, and I had all kinds of phone calls come in and had forgotten to silence the alerts on my computer. On the subject of calls, I was trying to power through all the alerts and calls, and my wife called me multiple times in a row and I was being emotional and selfish and ignoring her. I finally just stopped recording, and unfortunately, my sadness and frustration turned to anger. So I call my wife back and I am speaking in short harsh toned phrases, the short is she needed me to transfer some to cover my medicine from the pharmacy, well I'm angry and being selfish and not thinking about anything other than a deal I had set up for a MacBook similar to mine that I was getting an awesome deal on because it needs work. In short I basically told my wife to screw the medication and come home, then I hung up on her.  She called me back, ...