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Week 78, Anxiety, Anger, PTSD, Music, Streaming/Gaming, and Help?

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To start, I apologize for this being late, I attempted to record a video earlier and had technology problems, I was emotional about what I was talking about, and I had all kinds of phone calls come in and had forgotten to silence the alerts on my computer. On the subject of calls, I was trying to power through all the alerts and calls, and my wife called me multiple times in a row and I was being emotional and selfish and ignoring her. I finally just stopped recording, and unfortunately, my sadness and frustration turned to anger. So I call my wife back and I am speaking in short harsh toned phrases, the short is she needed me to transfer some to cover my medicine from the pharmacy, well I'm angry and being selfish and not thinking about anything other than a deal I had set up for a MacBook similar to mine that I was getting an awesome deal on because it needs work. In short I basically told my wife to screw the medication and come home, then I hung up on her.  She called me back, ...